Bear and the Porcelain doll

~7 BE (Before Ellfanore)

Its been days since i woke in this new place and ive been lost wondering alone in this world haunted by everything in my past. Though my hands are clean all i can see is the blood that stains them.

What have i done?

I scream out in pain, calling, crying for redemption i know i have no right for.

now im left here laying and begging for my last immortal breath and one day i thought finally it was to come.

He came to me a bear bigger then i had ever seen and i begged him to shatter me take away my suffering and punish me for all my wrongs, i didnt belong here. But he refused instead he layed beside me nursing my wounds as if i where his young even when i lashed out at him trying to provoke the beast withen but all he showed me was kindness. A heart so pure how could i be worthy of its love. He pushed me showing me a strength and yet a vulnerability id never known.

He showed me this world every green tree every flower reaching for the sky's blessing. Every creature fighting for their survival in a world i know can be so cruel but yet even they find love. It wasn't till he was finished guiding me and showing me this world that he would stand before me no longer a beast nor a bear but a spirit of this world.

Hearing his voice it ring clear in my head he spoke telling me this was only the beginning as it was now time that we became one. I watched this being approach me his arms wide as his body embraced mine. Then everything went white

I awoke stronger i could feel him coursing threw my veins. I was no longer man nor was i a beast

I am ellf

~Kaolin Ellfanore